can't

can't you see
that I am trying to work hard
can't you see
that I am trying my best
can't you see
can't you see
beyond my failures
can't you look past the C I got on my math test
can't you see the hours I spent studying for that test
can't you see that when I am on the computer
I am not always wasting my time
can't you see that I am doing practice math tests
can't you see that out of all my subjects I am working the hardest on math
can't you see that threatening to make me quit swim won't change my math grade at all
can't you see
that I am trying my best
but
no
my best is never
fucking good enough
for you
isn't it