I just ate
12 purple grapes
(loaded with sugar)
2 slices of butter pound cake
(loaded with calories and fat and sugar)
with 3 teaspoons of Nutella
(loaded with calories and sweet unhealthy stuff)
and at the time
(2 minutes ago)
it felt good
(so good)
going down my throat
into my stomach
my stomach
that never seems to be
satisfied,
more
more
more
and I stuff myself
(more)
and it feels so
decadently
orgasmic.
until
I realize what I have done
I have gained twenty pounds
(in my mind's mirror)
hands on flat stomach I check
in the glass mirror
for a food baby
[(multiple times) (one after the other)]
I feel
so
terrible
I eat and I am horrified at my own weakness
I starve and I am gratified by seeing rib cage bones.
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