how to style short hair + SHINee's back!!!

short hair:
the nice thing about it is that I don't have to do anything to it.
Wake up.
Bedhead.

wow even my eye bags are lopsided

 Shake your head a few times.

meow

 Run through it with a comb. Make sure there's no tangles.

tada! all done.

new album + mv teaser dropped today C: C: C:
I'm listening to "Sherlock", the title track, and I can hear hints of "Juliette" and "Love Like Oxygen"... WAIT NOW MINHO HAS AN ULTRA SEXY RAP RIGHT HERE MMJHHHHFD;SKLAJF
and here too
...now more hints of "Juliette" and "Love Like Oxygen". lol Jonghyun's beautiful voice *__*
on to the next tracks....
Wait. "Clue" sounds exactly like "Sherlock". What.
According to Youtube comments, "Sherlock" is a mixture of "Clue" and "Note", the third track.
..................oookay.
I am hovering between two opinions.
"SM, YOU TOOK ALL THE GOOD SONGS AND GAVE THEM TO EXO WHY CAN'T YOU TAKE SOME TIME TO GIVE SHINee ORIGINAL SONGS FOR THEIR COMEBACK"
and
"Wow, SM, this hybrid song idea sounds good and it's kind of genius. Nice, an original idea for SHINee!"

................I personally prefer "Note" to "Clue". And Taemin's "Ladies and gentlemen, may I introduce SHINee" in the beginning was jfdkl;faksdjl

"Alarm Clock" surpasses the first three tracks imo. I like the beat/music/singing so much better. Maybe it's just personal opinion because I like soul/pop better than autotune/dance stuff but its jfkdjlsfjslkdjfljadsfj I could listen to this all day.

"The Reason" is just beautiful. Probably my second favorite song out of the entire album. I HEAR MINHO SINGING! along with the rest of the boys and this is beautiful jfkdls;alksdjfkld;slakdjf

"Stranger" fits with their urban-pop thing but it reminds me a lot of Super Junior's vibes......... nevertheless, a nice track and a nice song with their nice voices.

"Honesty". I heard it was written by Jonghyun to SHAWOLs^^ that "hana, deul, san!" in the beginning is beautiful. also Jonghyun's beautiful voice in the beginning.... and Onew's voice. THEN MINHO'S QUIET SEXY RAP @____@ fjd;slkajflsdkfjsd JFDKSA;LJLDKJ JFKDA;LJ Favorite song.

Order of songs from favorite to not so favorite (because I love all of their songs):

1. Honesty
2. The Reason (really close between those two actually it's more like a tie)
3. Alarm Clock
4. Stranger 
5. Note
6. Sherlock
7. Clue

Yup.

c:

NOW FOR THEM TO COME BACK FJS;DALKJLKSDJ

the cold is in my soul

Why am I so cold.
The heater is blasting. And I am wearing five layers. Long sleeved shirt, sweater, jacket, baby blue plush bathrobe, and my little blanket thing.
AND IT'S STILL FREEZING

I look like a dumbass

I smile like a dumbass

I even have a handwarmer in my pocket. From the meet.
What is this.
I think it's because I was cold, all the way from 6AM today when we arrived at De La Salle, to around 4PM, when we finally left that accursed place.
Now I'm shivering uncontrollably.
Which led me to put on all this stuff.
...
So yesterday at the meet it was raining so hard :c
and there were like no chairs because some people didn't bring chairs and ended up sitting everywhere. basically spent the meet sitting on Jeremy because he said I could and I didn't want to stand the entire meet -__-
I only had 200 medley relay and 100 IM and then I was done. then I had to wait for Alisha and Annaliese to finish because we were carpooling lul.

today was better because it wasn't raining but I swear it was like twenty degrees colder wtf and so windy D: D: D:
and people brought chairs but I still spent the meet sitting on Jeremy
Cory made us come at 6 and get in the pool at 6:15. no one was there. like literally no one. we were the first team to get in the pool. the sun wasn't even up. we got to watch the sunrise from the pool. =______________=
by the time we finished warming up and checking in, THEN the other teams STARTED to arrive.

then I had to wait more than two hours for my turn to swim. Because it started with the 200 freelay and then 200 free and then 50 fly and THEN 100 free ._.
which I failed anyways, got a 1:04
I got a 1:03 at time trials. LIFETIME BEST TIME IN THAT ALGAE POOL OMQ. once get it and then never get it again wtf
long breaks in between suck lol I spent my time in the tent, eating chili, sleeping on Jeremy, and going to check what event/heat it was or the postings lul
for
two
hours.
:c

100 breast! got 1:16.64 c: c: c: Cory was proud of meh. and people like Arushi and Chris Kim and Alisha and Nikki were standing at the other side cheering for me lol
Chris Kim apparently videoed my 100 breast LOL
"You swim breaststroke lopsided." was his comment hefal;dskfjlds I can't do anything about the fact that I look like a dying whale ;~;
lol here is the video but idk if you can see it if you're not like Chris' or Alisha's friend
do you hear them all like
hating on my breaststroke
ok I am beautiful

Jeremy got a 1:15.60 which he kept bugging me about beating me lul
and then I didn't want to swim the 400 freelay but Cory put me in it and so I had to swim it and I got a 1:06 wtf wtf wtf which I actually think was pretty good considering that I was cold and frozen and numb and tired out ._.

oh well De La Salle is ALL OVER MWHA;DFKDLSFJKDAFHAHHAA until next year.

gah

yearbooks

So I was bored with nothing to do and I decided to pick up all my yearbooks (I have a collection on my desk, collecting dust) and started from my earliest yearbook, sixth grade.

• Lol I was fond of wearing puffy purple vests.
• Lol I had glasses.
• Lol my hair was long.
• Lol my hair was parted in the middle.
• Lol I was black (much tanner than I am now).
• ............lol.

And then on to Hopkins, seventh grade: just looking at the pictures and seeing how much everyone changed LOL.

then there's the people whose faces haven't changed at all.

/covers own photo/

Eighth grade.................

/flips through everyone's crazy signatures

/flip flip flip

lol people's faces and how they haven't changed at all.

/flip flip flip

..........................who drew a heart around Michael???

I have no memory of this whatsoever

And why have I never noticed???

...and when Christie Neo signed my yearbook, she crossed out her own face and wrote "HAGS JanJan <3"

o_____________O

o.o

WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN???

...

awww, JeremyMak used to be so cute.

what happened?

Now look at him.

he doesn't even have pecs of steel.

.....wow everyone looks so young and stuff screw the Mission yearbook I'm just going to look at everyone's nice, acne-free faces

/covers own photo/

letters to people

Dear Mr.:
People call it a 'private bubble' for lots of reasons. Just because you're in the pool and I'm in the pool does not mean that you get to invade that 'private bubble'. Grabbing my ankles when I'm trying to warm up and pulling my head underwater so I'm basically gasping for breath is not appreciated. Also, you can't just put your hands around my neck and squeeze. That's called choking. I don't like it. I'm sure I've told you lots of times. Even though I don't bruise easily and your hands don't leave any marks, it still hurts.
Stop it. Or I will just avoid you and not hang out with you and whenever I see you I will turn around and walk the other way and basically we will not be friends anymore. Or acquaintances.

Dear Mr.:
I'm sorry if it seems like I keep staring at you. I'm not. I'm rather fascinated by double eyelids. And I like your eyelids. That is why I am staring at you. Your eyelids. Not you.

Dear Mr.:
I like hugging people. Mainly, you.

Dear Mr.:
It's fine if you want to have an inside joke with another of my friends, but laughing about it with her when it makes fun of me, in front of me, just makes me feel horrible. I don't like it and I get irritated and annoyed and stop talking to either of you. BUT YOU STILL KEEP ON LAUGHING ABOUT IT. Doesn't it get old to you? Because it got old to me pretty damn fast.

Dear Ms.:
See above.

Dear Mr.:
PRIVATE BUBBLE! Stop poking me in the sides every time you see me. It hurts and I don't like it and you should keep your hands off me or I will punch you. Even if you're shorter and younger than me. That means I don't have to reach up to sock you in the face.

Dear all:
PRIVATE BUBBLE!!! Is this something freshmen/juniors don't understand?

frustrations

Okay, first of all. Shorter hair does not a guy make. -_____-
Today in orchestra I came in late (along with Mark and Victoria and Louisa, because after we took the CAHSEE and they let us out to go to third period we just didn't want to go to third period, and ended up walking around the school and hiding in the bathrooms LOL KIDFDAJSK;) and I had to go get my violin from the locker. Therefore I had to carefully navigate my way through the maze of chairs and people. I had to say "excuse me" about 32847 times to this seemingly deaf guy, and even then he didn't hear me and his stand partner had to say "hey get out of the way". Then that deaf guy said to his stand partner: "Oh, I didn't notice him."
"Him."
"HIM."
"HIM."
HIM???

this is my 'whenever I get mistaken for a boy' face

Okay, okay, I was wearing my hood because it was raining.

(another horrible thing I hate rain because it's cold and wet. A friend pointed out to me that swimming is also cold and wet, to which I replied "I HATE SWIMMING."). 

And possibly my face couldn't be seen well.

in d@

h00d

BUT I HAVE BOOBS. AND SKINNY JEANS ON. 

fjdklhasdjsdkh /stews in silence/

actually now that I look at my 'serious face' picture I could make a nice guy Korean star

......lol

IT'S ONLY BECAUSE THEIR FACES ARE KIND OF EFFEMINATE AND THEIR HAIR IS SLIGHTLY LONG OK

:c

And probably because I don't dress too femininely. WELL WOULD YOU WEAR A SKIRT/LEGGINGS ON A COLD RAINY DAY? I didn't think so.

Now I'm really tempted to 'dress like a guy' and see how many people I confuse. But I guess I'd have to cut my hair a little shorter. And/or learn how to dress like a guy. Guys wear skinny jeans too.......

hm.

Ok I think I'm done actually. Except y'all should listen to this song. Slash watch the video. Because now I have no ovaries left.

History - EXO-M

and the dance version (which is hotter imo)

Mhm. Who cares about EXO-K it's all about EXO-M^^
Biases so far: Lu Han, Chen, and Lay.

Lu Han:

Chen:

Lay:

Grrrr I couldn't find good gifs for any of them >:c
anyways
they're hot
so yeah
maybe I should add a 'sexual' to my title

oh, math

CAHSEE today lol.
we had an essay prompt that said "you and your group of friends won an all-expense paid trip to any place in the world for a week. write a persuasive essay convincing the judges of the contest about which place you want to go"
and so I wrote about Hong Kong
(so did Victoria lul <3 <3 <3)
and basically I talked about food
and shopping
and shopping
and shopping
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
"why do you want to go to Hong Kong"
"because I like shopping and eating"
and I ended it with "shopping4lyf3bro"
.____.
I wonder if they'll fail me now. fdsk;lfjkd

and during math tutoring I kept almost falling asleep
idek I couldn't stop myself ;~;
my eyelids just kept closing and I had to like shake myself to keep from falling asleep
I'M SORRY, MATH TUTOR
and I remember he was reading this problem from the book like "A woman is having three triplets. [Well, good for her.] What is the probability that she has two girls and one boy? [NO ONE CARES]"
[bracketed parts are his comments]
and I just remember that
with every problem he kept making amusing comments
lol
lol
lol.
now I am back home and I have eaten two bowls of Honey Bunches of Oats
yum yum
in my
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