ORANGE MORANGE SPORANGE

so yes I have decided to dye my hair back to black.
because
I hate it when people stare at me, or more accurately, my orange hair. now I know that it's stupid to worry about what other people think, but when people think disparaging comments towards my hair, they won't keep it to themselves, nooooooooooooooo. they have to tell my mother "oh your daughter's hair is SOOOOOO weird" or "wow did you know your daughter's blonde now huh" WELL FOR YOUR INFORMATION I'M NOT BLONDE just orange
in case you missed that day in kindergarten where they were teaching colors

THIS IS NOT BLONDE.
yes I am aware my hair looks dead and horrible but that's because I go swimming 5 days a week 2 and a half hours a day okay chlorine is a bitch
so

hey guys I'm Taemin

hey guys I'm Jonghyun

freaking goggle tan

hey guys I'm Kris

hey guys I'm Justin Bieber

new post

well, not on this blog
well this is kind of a new post on this blog
BUT
I'm referring you to my other blog because I just came back from spending the day at Valley Fair with friends and I have a shopping haul post upppp!
so check it out.
and I'm probably going to dye my hair soon so I'm going to post pics and stuff about that later too c:

oh cats

I guess what I've been trying to say all this time is that I'm still not quite sure how you feel. I've been hiding behind routine 'Good morning's and sticking to what I know and steering carefully away from what I really want to ask you because I was kind of hurt when you said that you didn't know how you felt.
Which was quite stupid of me, I know, because you can't help how you feel or don't feel. It would just be nice to like someone and have them like me back, at the same time -- instead of how I'm left to fall in and out of obsessions alone.
Are you an obsession? I don't know. All I know is that you're cute and you're funny and I would like to watch scary movies with you, although I get scared really easily. And I'd spend most of the movie with eyes wide and hands covering mouth to keep from screaming and if a white-faced, long-haired girl ghoul appeared quite suddenly I could bury my face in your shoulder and
I could spend all day with you.
I guess I'm leaving out the fact that I'm so very awkward with you around and I think it may be vice versa because you make me nervous and I'm trying very hard to be comfortable around you but isn't it supposed to be effortless? At least that's what bad fanfictions and sappy romance-y dramas taught me and you could call me an idealistic romantic because that's what I am. Maybe I have to lower my expectations and get rid of some of the residual sappiness within me because I still don't know what I want, and I really don't know what you want or feel because when we talk we don't talk about these things.
When you ask me if there's anything I would like to talk about, I always want to ask but I never do because I'm scared and nervous and too awkward really.

On the other hand there are a few cute and funny guys that I know and I always do think about whether I could like one of these guys because they are also very attractive but I don't know they're kind of friendzoned right now and you are a little bit as well because my own awkwardness isn't letting me be more comfortable with you D: D: D:
oh boys
oh
I'll just sit here
and buy a cat
or a few hundred

why hello

before I start this post may I direct your attention to this true butt-spiration. Go ahead. Click it. And then rape the replay button LULULULL
Why can't my body look like hers D:
Why can't my face look like hers D:
Why can't I be her D:
Okay moving on. So today's post is probably going to be a mishmash of random things but that's okay because I always post random things. Right? right.
Today's the first day of spring break and NO, I'm not bored yet because I have a lot of stuff to do =^= First off, my dad woke me up at 7 just to mess with me. -___- I pulled the covers back over my head and slept till 10. Then I had to go to swim practice. Also I have troubles with the weather here. It looks sunny and nice and WARM, right? until you step out of the door OTL and the wind's like WFWFOWOOOOSHS WOFOWOFOOOSH WFWOFOOOOOSH OH YOU THOUGHT IT WAS WARM WELL NOPE YOU THOUGHT WRONG TWTTTOOTWFOFOSOFOSHFHS COOLD BORRURDR BRRRRR KWROSHROFOOSH HOSHF HS H HFH HDSH H H

mm.

lol my face when I realized it was a video and not a picture
real picture this time

I don't know actually

Why does my face look so red???
I don't know, maybe swimming for TWO HOURS IN THE HOT BURNING TANNING HORRIBLE SUN TURNS YOUR FACE RATHER RED
but my hair looks naice
:D
and speaking of hair, I really wanna go dye me hair again but I want to try out Palty, this Asian brand of hair dye instead of the other brands like Garnier Fructis because apparently Palty works best on Asian/black/dark hair sooooooo
hmmm to dye or not to dye
because right now me hair be short right so since I am le swimming all day every day for 'hell week' next week, the sun + chlorine might make le brown streaks in my hair :o
which could be pretty cool so when people ask me if my hair's natural I can say yes c:
BECAUSE APPARENTLY EVERYONE THINKS THAT CHLORINE'S LIKE SOME MAGICAL SHIT THAT HIGHLIGHTS HAIR LIKE BLEACH OK
see reference post somewhere back when I posted some thing like that too lazy to go look for it now :P
so I have like three options right now

1. stay home and do shit
2. stay home and don't do shit (torrented The Hunger Games so I'm gonna watch that in a bit
3. stay home and don't bike to CVS because don't dye hair and wait for la highlights....?
4. stay home and don't bike to CVS because bye la hair dye tomorrow @ mall....? but won't get Palty D:
5. stay home and don't bike to CVS because maybe can get dad to drive to Marina Foods where they gots Palty hair dye (idek why LOL)
6. bike to CVS and get la hair dye but won't get Palty D:
7. dye hair?
8. or not dye hair????

okay that was significantly more than three options but you know what I mean it's sorta like a tree diagram

OTL la

Anyways right now second biggest internal struggle is whether to put on my circle lenses or not because they make my eyes look strange but I want to wear them tomorrow when I go shopping with people at Valley Fair
Actually right now I don't even know if we have a ride because my dad has to work at 9 and then we'd have to go at 8 and Valley Fair doesn't even open till like 9 or some shit
and I have lots of stuff to do
like

1. Career paper
2. WWII oral report
3. Chinese homework

shit dude

I better get cracking

after I watch The Hunger Games

and see Rue get killed

idk

GO WATCH THAT BUTT-SPIRATION VIDEO AGAIN
ohwait you were too captivated by sexyness that you never stopped watching it eh
I know you
I know who you are
oh but imho first place for sexiest woman goes to Miranda Kerr
and oh wow that accent
mmmmmf

thoughts

I feel like we don't click.
Not all of the time, because most of the time you make me laugh and well, I don't know how I make you feel because you don't really show anything and you don't tell me anything either.
But sometimes, especially when we're not talking face-to-face, I feel like we're too different and our personalities are too unmatched and what was that saying, "opposites attract"? but we're not really opposites and we're not all that alike either so we're just two unspecial people with nothing special.

miewjroie

I keep getting random blog views from all over the world because of those pictures of the One Direction guys. LOL mostly Harry and Niall; people are searching up "Harry Styles" or "Niall Horan" on Google images, clicking on the pictures I uploaded on my blog, and messing up my stats because of it. I got 100+ views yesterday and today from Italy, URUGUAY, Russia, Brazil, Japan, England, etc. because of it .____.
Anyways,
MY PORES ARE HUUUUUUGE :C so back to the trusty Daiso 'natural pack' that I don't even know if I'm using right but that's okay because it was quite a huge bottle for $1.50! :D

I look quite ghastly without my bangs so that's why my forehead is cut off.

my favorite part of my face: my chin.

Actually my bangs are put up in a kawaii~!!1 way so I'll post a picture of that

yes I whited out my mouth because I look ghastly without my bangs.

Whee for little animal clips :P
Oh, and I also made a little side blog (going to have selcas, hair, clothes, and weight loss posts, instead of flooding them all here!)

happy april fool's!

the weather is so nice today.
sunny.
kind of breezy.
waaaaaaaaaaaarm.
sunny.
C:

camwhore in the backyard LOL

making my way

outside

mm sun

whee

I was planning to bike to CVS and buy hair dye and dye my hair.............. but I got lazy LOL
also it's warm
and sunny
lazy cat weather.